surprised

tq soo much dear ama for the flowers and cake
cantek!!
















okeh, get back to notes yg bertimbun2









p/s: countdown, 6 days
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BirtHdaY giRL

HappY BirtHDaY SueZack!!



.................Semoga hepi2 selalu...................

....Luv u....















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nightmares

seroiusly???



mcm xpecaya ape yg jadi mlm td
berhari-hari jugak la risau psl nk balik USM
since that guy knows that i'm leaving last night


masa naik bas, berharap gile ada org dk sebelah sebelum smpai tanah merah
luckily someone from pasir mas seated next to me
laki jgk!!
tp since ada member die kt seat sebelah, die xkan bt pape la kn
okeh, lega
lps 2 trus mati, ngntuk gile



then masa smpai tanah merah
terbukak la mata, then nmpk someone
OMG!!! its him, it is really2 him
then trus pejam mata balik buat2 tdo
seat die just in front of mine
die panggil2 jgk, tp buat bodo jer
then die bgtau laki kt sblh aku 2 yg aku nie kwn die
please okeh!!!!bila ko kawan aku ha?????
then die tnya laki 2, dtg dgn aku ke?????
x la, aku xknal die pn
aku berharap sgt2 die x mintak tukar seat dgn bdk sblh aku ni
luckily die xckp pape
aku ape lg, smbg tdo la



laki sblh aku ni pn 1 hal, tdo 2 xleh dk diam kepala 2
konon-kononnya mcm nk ltk kepala die kt bahu aku
mcm nk tolak biar jatuh terus pon ada
then die sedar kot, terus die paling badan sebelah sana
okeh!!! ko lg baik dr bdk kt dpn tuh
tq2



masa stop kt grik pn 1 hal
die sruh bdk laki sblh aku ni kejutkan aku
ape ke hal plak weyh???
die ajak aku pegi minum, aku bt bodo, sambung tdo balik
then nature calls la plak
xleh thn dh
main sorok2 plak kt toilet tuh
aihhh, letih btul la nk mengelak dr bdk nih


nasib baik nothing happens last night



mintak sgt2 aku xkn jmpa die lg dh


















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Abis DaH........

i'm going back 2 usm tonight
aihhh, takut sgt nk naik bas mlm ni
sabor jela





dear GOD, help me
i wish that i'm not gonna see him again, ever!!!!










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SLEEPOVER AT MY AUNTS' TONIGHT



these kids really swept away my boringness and missing someone



''kak nadiah, kak nadiah"
"yes, i'm coming"

Today

mmmm, this morning
my parent, sister n brother went to Nilai
saje jln2 sambil pegi kt adik yg kt USIM
i've been thinking a lot, sama ada nk ikut ke x
at last xikut, malas nk muntah2 atas kreta
n my mom jeling2 je td....hehehe


they also went to KL to see my uncle
he has been diagnose with leukemia last week
agak terkejut jgk bila dpt berita nie
but nothing impossible kn
all i can do is pray for his health



my sis closet is mine while she's away....haha
and yesterday we got a new 42-inch plasma TV
seriously dreams come true














p/s: ada tv pn boring jgk....aihh
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Dasar Lelaki

i'm home


but last night is unforgettable one
who's at fault? me? him?
both!!
me: for being nice
him: for taking advantage of me


muka nampak baik, xsemestinya baik
muka nampak jahat, xsemestinya jahat kn??
memang dasar lelaki suka ambik kesempatan
baik mcm mana pn, yg 1 ni mmg ada
all of this is based on experience ok!
bukan saja2 ckp


i couldnt sleep all the way to KB
afraid of what he might do
seriously mmg menakutkan bila jmpa someone yg mcm xpenah jmpa perempuan
thank GOD, i am able to defend myself
kekerasan bukan jln keluar okeh


i always feel safe even when i'm all alone with strangers
now not anymore
trust is harder to get since last night
nk ckp sombong pn ko punyer psl la
aku xkesah ko sape
kenal pn x nk lebih2 plak


to LADIES, pandai2 la jaga diri


prevention: naik bas lepas ni beli single seat, kalau x jgn harap ko bleh balik!!!














p/s:broadband mcm siput, wireless xdpt, tv plak rosak....bagus2
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DUGAAN!!!!!!

sabor jela

T_T