Those who isn't in this profession would think being a teacher is easy.....Pergi sekolah, mengajar, balik rumah tido, konon-kononnya rutin....straight away teaching chemistry for Form 6 students is not what i dreamed of. One thing that came out from me is 'GILO', ape aku nak ajar budak-budak ni, salah aku kalau diorang tak masuk universiti nanti....Yes, chemistry form 6 is hard, even for me, dah habis 4 tahun belajar chemistry kat USM pon tak leh approve lagi nak mengajar chemistry Form 6, macam sama-sama belajar dengan diorang pn ada. Hari ni aku dah nervous nak mengajar untuk kelas esok, ape ke hal hidup macam ni? tak best langsung....One thing about teaching Form 6, out of 40 students, I only have 3 malay students, the rest is chinese and indian. Aku pulak yang culture shock, for now aku ada 4 orang je malay students sebab mengajar Form 6 semata-mata. Tak best, I'm not being racist, but chinese and indian students sombong dengan aku, ape nak buat, tak kan nak paksa diorang friendly dengan aku. So, my life has been stressful since day 1, tapi ini rezeki yang Allah bagi, aku bersabar aje lah, and i'm lucky to have good friends around me.
Terdetik rasa menyesal resign keje lama sebab nak jadi cikgu, mesti korang cakap aku gile kan, hahaha....xpe, aku target nak jadi suri rumah sepenuh masa in 5 years time....kikikiki
p/s: stress ape, hari ni no class =p
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