Day 7

today is already Day 7
cukup2 seminggu since 'that' day
sincerely sorry, from my heart
silence doesn't mean i didn't care
its just, time heals what needs to heals
then, we start again

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i know dh banyak hari xupdate
xtau ape yg nk diupdate, n kerja sgt banyak
kelas pulak penuh memanjang
esok free, ada 1 kelas je
walaupun keje bnyk, xdibuat jgk
student, kalau x procrastinate mmg xsah la kn

kerja2 yg kena beres secepat mungkin:

-physics simulated teaching (minggu depan kena present syg oi)
-lesson study microteaching (nasib baik postpone ke minggu 1 lg)
-test calculus (isnin minggu dpn)
-physics teaching method assignment (due jumaat nie)


yg paling penting yg kena present minggu dpn tuh
lesson plan sket pn xplan lg, try out experiment lg la xbt lg
klau lesson plan pn xsiap, experiment ape yg nk bt weyh
xreti nk create lesson plan yg power2 tuh




pape pn, esok pilihanraya kampus
so, pegi la mengundi
even 1 calon pn xkenal, belasah aje la
nasib baik kt slip mengundi 2 die letak muka calon sorg2
aku pilih yg muka baik2 sudah....hehehe





coww!! bt keje weyh....












p/s: emoticon xkuar pn
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Day 4

and the moon is here......









p/s: independent
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I'm in LOVE....=^_^=

seriously okeh, sejak 2 menjak nie asyik mimpi aje
ada yg xelok n ada yg bt aku hepi sgt....hahaha
I'm in love!!! caye x???


mimpi mlm td mmg bt aku tersenyum sorang2 smpai skrg
citenye mcm ni:
aku pegi tgk cite avatar dgn my bff, che ama
then konon2nya seat kt hall 2 die self-adjust,
kite just duduk the die gerak sndri, adjust smpai kte selesa,
ok, i know, imagination tnggi sgt...hehehe


ada sorang laki dk sebelah aku
belakang pn sama, then yg blkg nie bt gatal lak ngan aku
then yg sblh aku nie perasan, die jeling kt mamat blkg tuh
mamat blkg 2 stop jp, then die bt lg
nie part yg best, hehehe
laki yang sblh aku nie dgn macho-nye bgn then tarik laki blkg 2 kuar hall
waaah, aku sgt kagum....hehe
ps2 die masuk balik, ddk sblh aku mcm xde pape yg jd then die snyum kt aku
sekali lg aku ter'waah' disitu.....hahaha



smpai situ je la, selepas 'waah' 2 semua yg high imagination la
mcm terminator pn ada....haha
muka die aku xtau mcm mna, tau2 la kn kalau dh mimpi 2
muka mmg jadi blur....hehehe
I'm in love dgn org yg aku xknal....ceeeh







kalau my other half baca bnda nih ape la yg aku kena nnti.....hahaha
IMYSM okeh
sbb 2 bleh mimpi bukan2 nih
k la, pg2 lg dh mengarut kt cni
pkul 11 ada discussion lak












p/s: kalau tp2 malam mimpi cmni, tp2 pagi aku tersnyum, rumet aku msti ckp aku gile....haha
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Is it???

"Long Distance Relationship was and is a bad idea, really bad idea, awful....."
~by Ted -himym



is it???









nota kaki: boring tahap dewa dh nie
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KAWIN!!!!

2 3 ari ni slalu tido awal
letih weyh, kelas berderet smpai petang
semalam plak discussion pkul 2.30-5
xpenah2 aku bt discussion lama cm 2....hehehe
tp sronok, keje almost nk siap untuk 1st phase nih

mlm td pkul 11 aku dh mati dh atas katil tuh
aku mimpi mlm td, aku xsure sgt psl ape
terlalu bnyk event yg berlaku
tp satu je yg betul2 aku ingt
mak aku suruh kawin!!! hahaha
patut pn aku mimpi, xdenye mak nk suruh aku kawin......hehe



ckp psl kawin ni, ada sorang kawan aku, 1 lecture
dh 5 months pregnant, aku baru tau sem ni die kawin
die sgt la comel, chubby2 sket sejak pregnant ni
bulan 4 nie due, sempat exam ke x, xtau la


dh ramai student education yg kawin
n kawin2 ni perkara biasa bg student pndidikan
partner lab aku lg la, 3 sem extend sebab 3x deliver baby
terkejut aku dgr die cite.......


moral of the story, kalau nk abis study cepat2 jgn la kawin during study

















p/s: my dad smbg rutin harian = main game
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super show 2

masa tgh syok ber-blogwalking td, terjumpa benda nie
aisyu my baby!!! jom kite pegi......hehehehe
seronoknyer kalau dpt g, even xphm ape pn yg diorg ckp nnti aku xkesah
tp aku hanya boleh bermimpi
kuang3x











p/s: Alhamdulillah, everything back to normal...
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HEART

this is what i've been worrying for
yesterday, my dad is admitted to ICU ke ape ntah, tp adik beradik ICU la
heart attack??? macam xcaye
i've been holding my tears since i got the news yesterday
dh la masa 2 dalam kelas, ape org ckp plak, tetiba je bdk nie nangis....aihh
called my mom, she said my dad is ok
just a bit nervous but the doctor admitted him
seriously xtau ape cerita yg sebenarnya


tapi hari ni my dad dh moved kt wad biasa
INSYAALLAH, esok dh bleh kuar
but, still risau...........


sgt xsuka bila one of my family member sakit, tp i'm very far away from them
risau 2 xkan hilang selagi xtengok dgn mata sndri
i wished that i could be at home this moment
tp kerja sgt2 banyak, presentation in 2 weeks tp 1 benda pn xbuat lg
*sigh





YA ALLAH, berikan la kesihatan yg baik kepada kedua ibu bapaku.......amin












p/s: i HEART u.....
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tid0 2 best, tp.....

slept early last night
i wished yg aku dpt tido mcm mlm sblmnya, memang tido mati lah
tp xleh, i tried not to think too much, tapi jauh disudut hati 2, memang aku pk jgk
risau, takut, semua ada
despite that i'm awake a few times last night, i manage to woke up early
ada keje lg yg xsiap, tp melayan blog plak yg lebih



hoping that today will cheer me up
let all the worries go away
=^_^=









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MONDAY

maybe this is not the right time to post this
tapi kalau xpost skrg, bila lg kn



semalam bila dh siap2 terminate digi broadband tue
me and my besties merayau-rayau jp
tgk case 39 kt gurney

opsss, cik ama nmpk batang hidung jek...sori dear, hehehe


we are looking foward 4 this valentine's movie


lepas 2 g dinner kt kedai pak hussien
femes kedai nie
wajib pegi!!!










credits to che ama for the foods.....
die yg blanja.....
tq dear!!!




thanks to my girls for spending the day with me
walaupon sesat mencari surau yg terperuk di sudut carpark
terkunci kt area stairs tingkat 5, terpaksa turun ground floor
nasib baik pintu xkunci, carik surau punye pasal
patut ler ramai yg bt 'jamak takyah'
mmmm, statement diatas tidak ditujukan kepada sesiapa okeh...
sebabnye ramai chinese kt situ
melayu ciput aje




hoping for tomorrow, everything will be ok
no more bad news












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CheM=KiM

semalam boring gle ditambah dgn kelaparan xturun makan
disebabkan boring yang melampau, aku dgn rajinnya buat lab report....kekeke
untuk experiment nie turn aku dulu yg buat, since 1 partner 1 lab report je
partner aku plak nun jauh di CG sana
terpaksa la buat turn cmnie

abstract aku mengarut, masuk introduction aku copy paste je dari wiki
macam ni la student...hahaha
then tiba2 kena balance equation......mmmm
tetiba aku blur, weyh, cmne nk balance ah???
nk balance yg mana dulu???
O, N or H, yg mana weh?
macam nie la bakal cikgu kimia study, bagus kn???
disebabkan malas nk bukak buku yg tebal2 tuh
ape lg, cari kt internet la

nie equation die:

Co(NO₃)₂ + NH₃(aq) + (NH₄)₂CO₃ + H₂O₂ = [Co(NO₃)₄CO₃]NO₃ + NH₄NO₃ + H₂O(l )

korang tau x, aku abiskan sejam lebih nk balance benda nih
then aku dgn bangganya proceed kt part lain
then aku terperasan something


rupa2nye bukan NO₃ tp NH₃
ceh, bt sakit ati je, lab manual bt silap
aku pn ikut je, bagus2........
senang je nk balance
tp abis semua data2 lain kena edit......pening2
discussion aku mengarut dgn suka atinyer....hahaha


menyesal weyh ambik major chemistry nih....
makin lama aku study makin aku xphm
tambah2 org mls mcm aku nih.....
result bdk2 kimia hampeh aje tp2 sem....
bdk2 bio, senyum aje tp2 sem.....


jp lg nk g return balik benda kuning nie, jom!!!















p/s: boleh jd cikgu kimia ke???
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DIGI broadband

Maxis Broadband is waaayyyy better that Digi
so sape2 yg rasa nk guna Digi broadband tuh, guna2, rasa dulu cmne
aku dh nk g return balik dh
padahal semalam baru beli
nk upload gambar yg 200kb 2 pn setengah jam
ape kes weyh
sedangkan ape yang diwar-warkan, speed digi sepatutnya lg laju dr maxis
ntah pape la benda2 ni
aihhhh

GIRLS on DATE

yesterday, kuar date dgn my besties, suz and che ama
pegi tgk cite adnan sempit
cite 2 sgt best okeh, lawak gile
xde 1 moment pn yg bt aku rasa boring
asyik gelak je, abis smua tensen2 aku....kekeke


lepas 2 start la shopping session
che ama yg start shopping dulu
then suz plak dok menghasut suruh beli kasut
pk2 aku memang xde kasut untuk pakai dgn baju kurung
sem ni plak ada 2 teaching methods, sure kena pakai kasut masa mengajar kn
so termakan la dgn hasutannya, dh la dua2 ekor beli kasut yg sama, warna sama, size je xsama....kekeke



sisters!!! jgn jeles okeh.....kekeke













p/s: 601744185** is requesting RM5 from you......sape ni weyh???
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the stories

wahh, xtau nk tulis ape, xtau3
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2 3 ari lepas my baby dk kalut2 pasal nuffnang
aku plak jakun sket pasal bnda2 nie
nk letak pn xreti, lgpn bknnya ramai yg singgah kt blog nie
ada jgk la seketul kt tepi 2
so, korang yg rasa cm xde keje 2, sila2 la ye....hehehe
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smlm bt private jp blog nie, ingtkn nk tukar sket rupanya
tup2 ada yg merajuk sbb xleh masuk, aduhai
blog aku nie ada peminat rupenye
sorry dear, bukannya sengaja okeh
bleh tahan jgk merajuknye....kekeke
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ari selasa lepas, dalam lecture physics teaching method
lecturer ada tunjuk 1 video nih
CENSORED!!!
pleaaaseeee Dr, xsalah nk tunjuk betapa teruknye cikgu 2 mengajar, tp cari la video lain
1st time lecturer bg tgk video mcm 2
seram jgk tgk even sikit je part 2, dh la bdk laki dk sebelah
bt malu je, waaaaa
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tajuk chemistry teaching method aku PACKAGING PROBLEMS
ape ni weyh??? ape yg aku nk ajar nnti
masa skolah2 dulu xpenah pon ada benda nih
ada cadangan??? bgtau2......
(padahal bleh tnya lecturer....kekeke)
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nk beli broaband baru, yg sekarang bg kt adik
die dk bising nk guna broadband jgk
digi, ok x???
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aku xreti weyh nk bt report lab nih
xleh nk tiru2 dh, dh ada orang kena denda RM200 sbb tiru lab report
mengarut sudah











p/s: esok-adnan sempit
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it's in already

last night's sorrow slowly fading, but it's there lagi okeh
alhamdulillah, duit KPM dh masuk dh
skrg ni duit gaji je yg belum masuk
untuk sape2 yg rasa saya ade hutang ngan die, cepat2 tuntut hutang okeh, hehehe

td kol my mom, sedihnya ayat my mom
hehehe, i'm soo sorry mom, we wont bother u anymore
at least for this semester









p/s: jom g date???
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sorrow, please go away...........

things doesn't always go our way

1st

for the interview
since others already got their SMS, then phm2 jela mksdnye kalau xbunyi SMS masuk tue, nk ckp sedih xjgk la, since masa interview 2 jgk dpt tau the truth.....bleh ke aku xbalik rumah cuti sem nnti? mati homesick aku kt cni....then i'm a weekend person, gile2 klau every weekend mcm tue, cian kt my other half, since i cannot give my 110%, lega gila bila xdpt, so i dont have to forfeit myself kn.......



2nd

laptop nie start bt hal lagik, aihh
pening2, aku jual betul2 kg baru tau
baru nk masuk 4thn, xkan dh semput kot



3rd

aku ada bt salah kah????
kenapa jadi mcm 2???
xphm la
please dear



4th

i forgot to mention here
my dear kak shaleen lost her father recently
sgt suka baca blog die
patut la dh lama xupdate
my deepest condolences to kak shaleen
be strong coz i know you are













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what a day

aihhh, ari ni sgt penat
kelas smpai pukul 7
dh 5 sem, xpenah2 pn sblm ni ada kelas smpai pukul 7
mlm ni nk g interview plak, xnk bgtau lg interview ape
klau dh dpt nnti baru bgtau, bt malu je klau xdpt.....kekeke

ari ni cek kt acc student duit kpm dh refund masuk acc
bila cek xde la plak, baru je nk melompat keriangan
duit gaji pn sama, xmasuk2 jgk
nk masuk 2 minggu dh nie
kalau psl duit semuanya lambat
aiihhh

i cant wait 4 tomorrow
=^_^=










p/s: laptop dh xmati dh, knpa ek? tp mmg aku make sure kn sblm die mati baik aku yg shutdown die dulu, xde la sakit ati sgt, hehehe
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2010

the first day of the year
boring, boring, boring
i wished that my room now filled with my loved ones
tp mimpi jela.....aish

since duit ptptn dh masuk, ramai gile org kt bus stand pagi td
i bet la, queensbay 2 penuh dgn budak usm je
me??? melangut jela kt bilik nie

harap2 minggu depan duit biasiswa n duit gaji dh masuk
kekekeke










p/s: ada org suggest pegi jual je laptop ni ps2 beli laptop baru, aihh, mcm menarik plak, tp mana nk korek fulusss!!!
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